tomorrow is not friday or the day after or the day after

i am trying to live like when i was small

i am

i am only eating things i want to eat

(toast, tea, yoghurt)

i am smoking as much as i want to

i put my socks on before my underwear

and jump about in front of the mirror

i think about buying a house in rural bulgaria

then not coming out of it until i have worked everything out

i try to do handstands in the living room

(i'm not wetting myself or anything)

i move my head sometimes

when a man in the computer is singing swear words

(the swear words i know are fuck and dick and no other ones)

i am planning on learning how to speak polish

i am planning on getting taller

it is likely that things will happen tomorrow

i am really sorry about all that water in japan

it looks sad